Why is being an adult so hard? This job I was so excited about getting is turning out to be a bust. They aren’t giving me any hours. The last time I went in I had a panic attack, and since then whenever I’m on call, or even scheduled to work, they’ve called and told me not to come in. I’m starting to look for something else, and trying really hard not to let it get to me. It’s difficult.

Also I feel like I’m all alone here in Dallas. All of my friends are in Denton. And I’m lacking any kind of motivation to get my Etsy shop up and running. Or to do anything at all.

And everyone it getting engaged or married and there’s all this pressure from society to find my soulmate as soon as possible. I’m dreading my family reunion next weekend, because I’m one of the only girls in my generation that hasn’t gotten married/is engaged/has a boyfriend and I know that the older generation is going to jump on me as to why I haven’t found anyone yet.
I’m just, ugh.




I’m just going Friday, too. But I’m so excited! :D
